Okay so this is really really crazy. I am not the type of person who easily believes that people can really see angels or any spiritual entity even though I do believe they exist. I usually see articles and videos of people claiming they saw their Guardian Angel but I usually disregard them and think their life is just full of imagination.
But not until today, when I experienced it first hand. To be quite honest, our family is currently on a lot of stress and is still struggling finding a solution to a lot of problems. My family decided to pray the rosary and I was assigned as the leader. While praying the rosary, even though I'm the leader, I can't help myself from thinking a lot of things, it feels like I can't focus and my mind is not with the presence of God.
My mind is being playful today, i thought to myself. Cause instead of placing myself under the presence of God, i kept on thinking my past interactions with other people. I shrugged myself, trying to forget the thoughts that is unnecessary and closed my eyes to feel the presence of God while praying. I kept my eyes closed during the whole 3rd mystery of the rosary, and while saying each Hail Mary's, i kept on talking to God to forgive me for my sins and asking him to answer my prayers, I slowly opened it again just to look at God's portrait that is placed on our altar.
While going through the 4th mystery, I don't know if I'm just imagining things but I really saw a spark in front of my cat. It was a very white spark. "Woah" I gasped, after seeing the sudden spark. I immediately ran to the kitchen, where I saw the spark, thinking that there might be some electrical wirings that is broken or causing the spark. I unplugged everything to make sure and went back to my place and continued praying the rosary. I was astounded, i don't know what happened but I really saw a white spark just a few inches away from my cat. My cat was even surprised by it, so she showed a sign of trying to avoid the said spark, you know the typical reaction from a cat when they were surprised.
If those were from electrical wirings, it should not be that white because I swear, it was really really white. It was the whitest spark I've ever seen in my life. If it was from electrical, it should have additional colors like blue or red right? and if it was from the electrical wirings, the spark should've happened near the plug, but no, it happened right in the midde of our kitchen where my cat was lying.
After praying the rosary, I asked my mom if she saw the spark and she told me she didn't and even asked my why I went all the way to the kitchen and unplugged the appliances. She was seating right beside me so it still confuses me why she didn't saw it at all. My dad on the other hand told me that He did saw a flash of light but is unsure where it came from.
It made me more curious so I went ahead and searched if there are meanings if you see unexpected sparks of light, and behold, i only searched "unexplainable sparks of light" and a lot of articles regarding guardian angels appeared. I was trembling while reading the articles I saw since most of what they say really fits the description of what I just saw.
While reading some articles, the light on the kitchen suddenly flashed, you know, the typical broken bulb and my mom told me "Oh, so that's what you saw".. I hesitated, No, i know the difference between a flash of light and a spark. If it was the flash of light, i would have seen it light the whole kitchen but i only saw an orb like spark right in front of my cat
I don't know what really is this but I believe that it is my guardian angel trying to tell me that he's there to support me and help me deliver my repentance to God. I once again prayed thinking that it was my guardian angel. I thanked him for showing me a positive sign that he would not leave me and is always there to remind not to let go of God and always trust in Him no matter what happens.
What do you think about this? was it my Guardian Angel or am I just imagining things out of my desperation?
